so today my aunty came down and was saying how she loved year 11 and all the social things that happened in the year and it just got me thinking, i'm not at all. me being really cool (as you can see in the picture), i have never been invited to a party party and yeah it's annoying but what am i really missing out on? people drinking way too much and hooking up with people they barely know, ooooh fun. yet when i hear about a party i still get annoyed, i mean don't get me wrong midsummer murders on a saturday night is hard to beat. and then we are bobmarded with all these tv shows where we see teens (who are really being played by 24-28 year olds) going out and partying and doing all these things and i think i don't do that and people my age do not look like that, it's just so unrealistic. also i just watched some silly disney movie with my sister "starstruck" or something like that where the "ordinary" girl hates the "star" then they get stranded together and fall in love. they are my age and shit like that just doesn't happen.
all this just gives us an idea of what we are supposed to be doing and it's just all fake, majority of people aren't. i mean take the show "secret life of the american teenager" if our lives were actually like that we would be sleeping around and getting pregnant at 15, um no thankyou. and you see the year 8's at school who are piling on the makeup i mean really you look like a dessert and are all "like OMG no way, totally, eheh" it's a bit funny actually but also kinda sad. we shouldn't be doing this these things that, these shows and characters we idolise aren't real,THEY AREN'T REAL.
that was all a bit serious wasn't it. until we meet again x