phake

why hello there internet, how's it hangin'. before i started this blog i thought maybe i'll give vlogging a go since i am a little addicted to youtube, until i realised that my webcam doesn't video. now, i have a pretty new laptop and it has a built in webcam and takes photos and everything and also has windows movie maker. so why go to all the trouble of putting in a webcam and loading the laptop with a video editor if it's not even going to video? just to make sure i typed in google (because google has the answer to all) acer crystal eye webcam video and turns out it not just me being blind but it really doesn't have a video feature. stupid.

so today my aunty came down and was saying how she loved year 11 and all the social things that happened in the year and it just got me thinking, i'm not at all. me being really cool (as you can see in the picture), i have never been invited to a party party and yeah it's annoying but what am i really missing out on? people drinking way too much and hooking up with people they barely know, ooooh fun. yet when i hear about a party i still get annoyed, i mean don't get me wrong midsummer murders on a saturday night is hard to beat. and then we are bobmarded with all these tv shows where we see teens (who are really being played by 24-28 year olds) going out and partying and doing all these things and i think i don't do that and people my age do not look like that, it's just so unrealistic. also i just watched some silly disney movie with my sister "starstruck" or something like that where the "ordinary" girl hates the "star" then they get stranded together and fall in love. they are my age and shit like that just doesn't happen.

all this just gives us an idea of what we are supposed to be doing and it's just all fake, majority of people aren't. i mean take the show "secret life of the american teenager" if our lives were actually like that we would be sleeping around and getting pregnant at 15, um no thankyou. and you see the year 8's at school who are piling on the makeup i mean really you look like a dessert and are all "like OMG no way, totally, eheh" it's a bit funny actually but also kinda sad. we shouldn't be doing this these things that, these shows and characters we idolise aren't real,THEY AREN'T REAL.

that was all a bit serious wasn't it. until we meet again x

procrastination

facebook, it really is a waste of my time, but yet i still find myself on it doing nothing. i say to myself 5 minutes and then i'll do my homework, 2 hours later, what the hell have i been doing? i'll tell you wasting 2 hours of my life on a pointless website that i will never get back. but then again i have avoided my homework but that will only increase the amount of stress that i am already under. and still i will go back onto facebook half an hour later. WHY?!

haha i found this, i think i need one of these.

it's like i do it on purpose, leaving my homework to the last minute, probably because that's the only drama happening in hit tv series ella's life. i'm not the only one who does this though i bet, i'm pretty sure the whole of my year level is the same with the exception of a few. but why do we do this? but then again why do we need so much bloody homework? today's homework effort: nada. this is bad.


on another note, i actually went out on a friday night, who would have thought. i should explain that i never go out ever because i'm cool like that, mmm yeah. my friday nights are the one and only fish and chip night and saturday nights consist of a delicious dinner cooked by my dad followed by either the footy and/or the family viewing of midsummer murders, oh yeah. which is lovely, but it was nice to go out.

or for a change i will go to ally's place, like i would go to anyone else's place, and be rebs as you can see in these pictures. we are hardcore. written sarcasm doesn't really come across as well as hoped but you get it. and yes i know sarcasm is supposedly the lowest form of humour but i still like it. (and yes i went to the taylor swift concert, i was front of mosh, it was awesome.)

oh and check it my penguin top my grandma got me from antarctica. yeah my grandma's cooler than me.

oh and i realised my written self sounds like a douche, i will try and stop that.

warmth.

and so today began with my brain debating on whether to stay in my warm warm bed or brace myself for the cold outside of it, i opted for my bed for an extra half hour. mmm warmth.

so right now i am meant to be doing a ridiculous amount of homework but i thought hey why not write a blog instead, makes sense. too much homework too little time, it is ludicrous. there's that biology poster, i mean a poster what are we in year 7 now? there's that media vlog we have to do for monday, my maths SAC thursday, so much psychology and english it's a joke and then bloody exam revision. ludicrous. that is now my favourite word, for today anyway.

that's not next week but the week after. shit.

enough of my ranting. okay so i realise i haven't even introduced myself on this. bonjour! je m'appelle ella. that's really as exciting as it gets, really and if you are the one person reading this i say Merci/thankyou and i guess you will get to know me as time goes on and on and anyway...

on my laptop i have a finger swipe identification awesomeo thing, where to log into my computer all i have to do is swipe and ta-da. and so i was thinking what if i was murdered and then the team of ncis (even though i have no relation to the navy but i would like to think gibbs would be solving my murder) came to check my laptop for anything bodgy and we're like "boss, it's protected by both finger ID and password, this girl must be hiding something." when really i just think it is uber cool. yeah i said uber. i watch way too much t.v.

yes these are the people i would want solving my murder.

a le prochain fois / until next time.

Obsessions

I think i have an addictive personality, i'll watch/listen/play something and BAM i'm hooked.
Previously i have been obsessed with and in some cases still are: Malcolm in the Middle for which my sister hated me for, ncis, harry potter; all time obsession forever, tuna with mayonnaise, the Jonas brothers don't judge me, unblock me app, transformers, the name Tobias, cutting out every picture from Frankie, Missy Higgins, the colour red, ABBA, writing hello in cursive on everything, Nerimon and charlieissocoollike; youtube them, and currently i cannot stop playing solitaire.
i have no idea what pulls me to these objects for which i desire but i know it will soon pass until i rediscover them again and again and yet again.

for my first ever post that was pretty shit, bear with me i'm a newbie.